I've got madness running all through me.
And i'm due in malibu this afternoon! got me a date with my fashionable destiny.

Alright now.. i've woken bright and cheerful to really start this nonsense.
I'm so glad this Autumn is off to a nice gray start. Last night was the first drizzle of the season! I'm already stocking up on beanies and scarves and layer-able clothes. My Favorite part. Tonight i'll be heading to LA for some horror movies with david.. then tomorrow i have a date to check out the place of my potential new employment www.freecitysupershop.com  i'm scuured!

So.. thanks to a casual mention on scrubs.. I've come to the conclusion that i'm suffering from a condition known as Trichotillomania. It's the compulsive pulling out of hair. I constantly pull out my beard hair.. sometimes one strand, sometimes several.. it's really starting to get on my nerves. My beard is barely hanging on as it is. I did some research and the website i found gave several examples.. this is one..

"Louisa also tugs at her hair, pulling out a single strand at a time, dozens of times each day. Then she places the strands she’s removed from her scalp into her mouth. She’s seldom seen without a scarf that covers the bald spots this practice has created, but she denies that the patchy appearance of her hair is the result of her own behavior. "

I totally have to comb my beard over to cover the patchy parts. Totally not hot.

ugh.. i don't wanna go to the gym.

A.

It can't be! I feel like i'm 19 again..